2/3 weeks to go till baby is here
Since i last wrote alot im finding it really hard looking after a toddler, feelin low, being pregnant. Since Christmas my close friend died and toms car got hit by a lorry. Luckily toms been okay no injuries hes just in shock and the commute that took an hour now takes 1 and half hours to 2 hours for him to get home. So its harder as im on my own longer. We have no pram for the new baby no cot no clothes and most importantly no money to buy any!
Its super hard at the moment. Tom just treats me like when im upset and saying things he can just argue his case but it makes it worse as i just need an outlet .