Slow Down & Heal
I'm writing this tonight because one day I'll feel a certain way like tonight where I'm devastated and low like I've still git postnatal depression. I'll wake up tomorrow and start the rat race again and forget all about it.
I once heard that it takes a whole village to raise a child and all different influences. Now I'm 32 I feel like I'm that child that needs raising. I'm looking for those influences, friends, connections to other people in thr village to help support me and my family.
I want to raise my own family and be a good wife, look after my home, be a good friend nut I end making too many friends and letting then all down. I'm sto broken, never had therapy or consistent help from my family.